Ever Lovin' Kouhai

Semi-triumphant return~

2005-04-05T04:56:16Z

....I'm so tired still. Travel is exhausting.

I'd love to post pictures, but my little camera seems to have died a terrible death. *sighs* And I think I lost a couple of other things along the way. I hope someone in China can make use of a mix CD of Shimokawa Mikuni...

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-10-21T23:12:00

2004-10-22T06:30:42Z

I went with Yuuta to see the new student and try to get his book and his game back... I wasn't expecting that to happen though.

Yuuta's suspended for three days. He put the guy in the hospital. It... I mean, he wasn't nice. The student, I mean.

I don't... I definitely don't like violence, but I guess I won't have any more problems with being cornered after class.

I'm sorry about your game, Yuuta.

...oh, and my PS2 is fixed. I'll probably play Silent Hill 4 once I feel less... weird.

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-10-05T13:14:00

2004-10-05T20:18:06Z

They have to send it off... A week or two maybe.

...I feel stupid. I should have known better than to paint when I was so tired...

And what did I get in the mail today but Silent Hill 4? I don't know what led Mom to believe I liked the last one... even if I did play it... and finish it...

Though now that my PS2 is gone, I really wish I had it here to at least try it out. ...Maybe I can ask those guys? Or maybe Yuuta wouldn't mind if I used his. I'll ask him later.

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-09-28T13:05:00

2004-10-05T20:12:57Z

...So I broke my PS2. I think I have enough to fix it... maybe? I think I remember the game-room guys mentioning a repair shop near here, somewhere they'll fix it (they had a machine break when they invaded a while back, if I remember right).

I hope I can get it done quick. Kaa-san won't be happy if she knows, but I know I'll spill if she even mentions games when she calls... *sigh*

I'll have to be more careful in the future. Water and electronics definitely don't mix. >_>

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-09-10T20:30:00

2004-09-11T03:36:05Z

I'm okay, I think.

I don't understand why someone would do that... It was terrible. Why me? Why Kisarazu-san?

I'm a little scraped up and I'm sore and I'm still so tired, but I can't really sleep well.

I'm sorry, Kisarazu-san, that you had to go through that because of me.

Thank you so much, Saeki-san, for the help.

I'm going to try and sleep again.

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-09-07T22:15:00

2004-09-08T05:22:56Z

.....Someone is following me.

I don't know why, but there's a man... he's following me and.. and... I don't know what he wants but everytime I even think I see him I get a chill up my spine.

Is it possible for someone to make the day turn cloudy just by showing up?

...maybe I'll just stay on school grounds until he leaves me alone.

Kisarazu-san? I might not be at class this week.

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-08-09T10:08:00

2004-08-09T17:20:53Z

I'm sorry to anyone who wanted to come to my gallery showing...

Sensei sort of forgot. And scheduled someone else. So she tried to make it for this weekend...

Family emergency. ^^ (I hope everyone's okay...)

But! She said that this weekend would be better for all concerned anyway. So Saeki-san, can you still come? Yuuta, would you like to? Anyone's invited, if they'd like to come...

Wait, what?

2004-07-21T23:01:00Z

Serizawa-sensei talked to me on Tuesday.

...I have a gallery showing Sunday.

Um, anyone who wants to come is invited?

It will be at the St Rudolph's art room from 1-4pm.

[breathe, self, breathe]

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-05-23T09:25:00

2004-05-23T16:27:40Z

Done.

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-05-12T10:16:00

2004-05-12T17:23:04Z

[A bully? I didn't think I was even on the radar here in Sei-Ru...

Lost my class assignment for History because of him - right in a puddle, no way to recover it. That was after he stole my math and my copy of The Fellowship... Also he broke my Shimokawa Mikuni first edition album... Stepped on it, broke the case and the CD even.

...this isn't fair, is it? I did that training and I told him to stop but he didn't listen. I don't think I did it right...

I'm so tired now... trying to avoid him, even though it's hard to hide on this campus... At least he hasn't tried coming to find me in my dorm.]

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-04-06T15:20:00

2004-04-06T22:36:13Z

If I'd died during the sky-diving I at least wouldn't be here to witness what feels like the entire dorm building stomping through my room to play video games so late that I can't wake up on time to get to class... I'm going to fail my science quiz, I know I will. *sighs*

I think I'll take you up on your offer Yuuta, at least once in a while. I should be here as much as I can though, to make sure no one walks off with any of my things. Or installs Unreal Tournament on my computer.

[They're not tickling me so how do I get them OUT???]

...The aforementioned sky-diving was better than I expected. I am not a vegetable right now anyway, no matter how much I'd almost like to be.

...There's people sitting on my bed. With food. I don't even want to know where my tennis bag has gone... ;_;

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-03-18T15:25:00

2004-03-18T23:56:19Z

Yikes, I guess I was a little bit out of it last week or something...

Didn't post, no tennis this week. Really a downer. *sigh*

Mizuki-senpai, I'm sorry for all the comments on your entry... ^^

Why me?

2004-03-04T01:01:49Z

So not only did I manage to get myself a job for the week (I'm sorry, Shishido-san, I didn't see you! ;_;), but my uniform shirts are. all. pink!!

...Is someone getting me back for something? Or is this like when I came back to the dorms from visiting home and my bed was short-sheeted, my room covered in toilet paper and my tennis bag gone? That seemed more random, really... I don't think anyone hates me enough to go to all that trouble.

*sighs* Working at the store after school is really tiring. Hopefully I won't get behind in homework either... but at least this way I make up for that vase, even if I didn't mean to break it.

Valentine's Day Weekend

2004-02-17T18:26:47Z

Not that it wasn't expected, but I didn't get any chocolates for Valentine's Day. ^^; Though I spent the day out, because people were supposed to be looking for me...

Aah, Saturday night I went with Yuuta to the arcade. That was a lot of fun, even if I did nearly die three times. ...Yuuta seems to be better at avoiding certain death somehow.

[...I'm still a little confused... And maybe I'm wrong, but Saeki-san just seemed... well, maybe I am wrong. I don't want to assume too much.]

I feel like finishing that painting I started a while back - I got distracted for a while and it's just... sitting in my portfolio behind my dresser. Maybe I'll pull it out and take it down to the art room on my break.

Busy Night

2004-02-05T18:44:05Z

Wow, that was... unexpectedly fun. Even the morning after, I don't mind what happened at all. I'd definitely forgotten how much fun it could be to get dirty...

Yuuta, I hope your blanket cleaned up alright!

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-02-02T11:45:00

2004-02-02T19:48:41Z

Finished that game... Just as glad to get away from it as anything, really. It's... disturbing.

Anyway, nothing going on. Homework is all done, nothing major has been assigned lately, and I'm actually sort of bored... Where is everyone lately?

I never felt so lonely, then you came along

2004-01-27T20:11:57Z

Was that Yuuta I heard screaming a couple days ago? Something about a cow? *blink*

I feel really disconnected, haven't talked to anyone for a bit...

I should stop playing Silent Hill during my lunch break. 3. a) I have homework. b) I should eat... but I'm not all that hungry.

I don't like this game, but I want to see the end.

everlovinkouhai @ 2004-01-17T22:46:00

2004-01-18T06:59:31Z

I missed posting last week. I feel guilty about it, but... I don't know. I don't want to just pour all my feelings out into an online journal. ...I wish I had someone to talk to, but I don't want to burden anyone. That, and I don't know how I could explain anything in a way that didn't sound stupid or just... bad.

I should probably just get over it. Fade into the background, since I'm good at that anyway.

And when you look at it in perspective though... my problems really aren't that bad.

I should study some more.

Another year older and yet none the wiser.

2004-01-04T10:24:40Z

Happy New Year, everyone! For everyone in the St Rudolph, Seigaku, Hyoutei, Fudomine, Yamabuki, and Rikkai tennis clubs, I hope this new year brings you much success and happiness in everything you do.

I would have said that on New Years Eve, but I spent the day with my parents - they took me out for a birthday dinner, which was really nice - and then I was really tired... so I crashed even before midnight. *Sheepish* I feel rather silly, but I hadn't slept well the last couple nights, so... Oh well. Not that it matters now, right?

I recieved a Playstation2 though, which was a surprise. I don't remember really asking for one, but I think that sometimes they don't know me as well as they'd like to. Anyway, I'll have to look around for some strategy-type games... The game that they gave me with the system is Silent Hill 3. It doesn't seem my type of game at all.

Mission: Accomplished!

2003-12-29T00:28:13Z

Oh, um, before I forget - I managed to deliver everyone else's presents too!

Even though I had no idea what some people would like, everyone seemed satisfied... I feel lucky that I managed to catch them all before they left the dorms though!

[Maa, I forgot your birthday! Is there anything you particularly wanted that you didn't get...?]

everlovinkouhai @ 2003-12-26T15:26:00

2003-12-27T00:49:50Z

I'm posting from home, while my parents are out; I'm not sure I want them to know about this journal.

The package my parents sent arrived before I left the dorms thankfully (they like to send me some school-related presents while I'm still there, which is helpful because then I don't have to pack all of it to take home). I didn't get to go through it, but I'm back on Monday...

Brought Akazawa-buchou his present before he left for his trip. Buchou really liked my present to him... And he got me a Christmas present in return, which I wasn't expecting. And he remembered my birthday, but... *sighs* I don't understand him, sometimes. At all.

['Kaasan's already asked me if anything is wrong... and I don't know what to say. I don't want to lie, but...

....Akazawa-buchou...

....I feel guilty and I don't know why. Like I did something wrong... maybe because I didn't say no? But it was a present... and from buchou.... I'm so confused.]

...Anyway, Christmas was good - it's always nice to see my family.

Ah- 'kaasan and 'tousan are back, so I'll just.. try and write again soon.

[CRACK-verse] How nice.

2003-12-25T05:50:10Z

Now that so many people are gone for Christmas, one's activities are significantly less curtailed.

...but where has one left his flaying knives? Precision is, of course, key.

[CRACK-verse] It puts the lotion in the basket...

2003-12-23T20:06:55Z

Keeping someone's abduction a secret is almost disturbingly facile.

Well...

2003-12-23T18:54:39Z

So shopping is done, finally... And under budget, too. But I hope I can find everyone before I go home for Christmas tomorrow. x_x

Still feeling confused. Should I go talk to Akazawa-buchou again? ...I guess I'll have to, to give him his gift anyway.

Akazawa-buchou
Mizuki-senpai
Yanagisawa-senpai
Kisarazu-senpai
~~Nomura-senpai~~ (Easy enough; he seemed to like the CD)
Yuuta

everlovinkouhai @ 2003-12-20T23:02:00

2003-12-21T11:28:55Z

I'm home.

The party was good... I mostly stuck with Kisarazu-senpai and Yanagisawa-senpai, but it was still fun. Especially the karaoke - Momoshiro-san really deserved that award!

I brought Akazawa-buchou some food from the party... I guess he wasn't feeling really well, so he didn't go. He was... appreciative.

I think I should probably sleep now.